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gray hair and shrivelled face, at his blackened hands and bent shoulders, and dusty, ill-kept coat. What would it be like, if the days brought her nothing but him? "Something's the matter with my little gal? Tell father, can't ye?" Her face flushed hot, as if she had done him wrong. She crept up into his arms, and put her hands behind his rough old neck. "Would you kiss me, father? You don't think I'm too ugly to kiss, maybe,--you?" She felt better after that. She had not gone to sleep now for many a night unkissed; it had seemed hard at first. When she had gone half-way up stairs, Dick came to the door of his room on the first floor, and called her. He held the little kerosene lamp over his head; his face was grave and pale. "I haven't said good night, Sene." She made no reply. "Asenath, good night." She stayed her steps upon the stairs without turning her head. Her father had kissed her to-night. Was not that enough? "Why, Sene, what's the matter with you?" Dick mounted the stairs, and touched his lips to her forehead with a gently compassionate smile. She fled from him with a cry like the cry of a suffocated creature, shut her door, and locked it with a ringing clang. "She's walked too far, and got a little nervous," said Dick, screwing up his lamp; "poor thing!" Then he went into his room to look at Del's photograph awhile before he burned it up; for he meant to burn it up. Asenath, when she had locked her door, put her lamp before the looking-glass and tore off her gray cape; tore it off so savagely that the button snapped and rolled away,--two little crystal semicircles like tears upon the floor. There was no collar about the neck of her dress, and this heightened the plainness and the pallor of her face. She shrank instinctively at the first sight of herself, and opened the drawer where the crimson cape was folded, but shut it resolutely. "I'll see the worst of it," she said with pinched lips. She turned herself about and about before the glass, letting the cruel light gloat, over her shoulders, letting the sickly shadows grow purple on her face. Then she put her elbows on the table and her chin into her hands, and so, for a motionless half-hour, studied the unrounded, uncolored, unlightened face that stared back at her; her eyes darkening at its eyes, her hair touching its hair, her breath dimming the outline of its repulsive mouth. By and by she dropped her head into he
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