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his head and maintained silence. "There's no forgiveness for you!" Mayakin went on firmly, and raising his voice. "Though we are all Christians, yet you will receive no forgiveness at our hands. Just know this." Foma lifted his head and said pensively: "I have quite forgotten about you, godfather. You have not heard anything from me." "There you have it!" exclaimed Mayakin, bitterly, pointing at his godson. "You see?" A dull grumble of protest burst forth. "Well, it's all the same!" resumed Foma with a sigh. "It's all the same! Nothing--no good came out of it anyway." And again he bent over the table. "What did you want?" asked Mayakin, sternly. "What I wanted?" Foma raised his head, looked at the merchants and smiled. "I wanted--" "Drunkard! Nasty scamp!" "I am not drunk!" retorted Foma, morosely. "I have drank only two glasses. I was perfectly sober." "Consequently," said Bobrov, "you are right, Yakov Tarasovich, he is insane." "I?" exclaimed Foma. But they paid no attention to him. Reznikov, Zubov and Bobrov leaned over to Mayakin and began to talk in low tones. "Guardianship!" Foma's ears caught this one word. "I am in my right mind!" he said, leaning back in his chair and staring at the merchants with troubled eyes. "I understand what I wanted. I wanted to speak the truth. I wanted to accuse you." He was again seized with emotion, and he suddenly jerked his hands in an effort to free them. "Eh! Hold on!" exclaimed Bobrov, seizing him by the shoulders. "Hold him." "Well, hold me!" said Foma with sadness and bitterness. "Hold me--what do you need me for?" "Sit still!" cried his godfather, sternly. Foma became silent. He now understood that what he had done was of no avail, that his words had not staggered the merchants. Here they stood, surrounding him in a dense throng, and he could not see anything for them. They were calm, firm, treating him as a drunkard and a turbulent fellow, and were plotting something against him. He felt himself pitiful, insignificant, crushed by that dark mass of strong-souled, clever and sedate people. It seemed to him that a long time had passed since he had abused them, so long a time that he himself seemed as a stranger, incapable of comprehending what he had done to these people, and why he had done it. He even experienced in himself a certain feeling of offence, which resembled shame at himself in his own eyes. There was a tickling sen
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