he was greatly overheated. He paused a minute
with his hand on the rope of the swing--Jolly, Holly--Jon! The old
swing! And suddenly, he felt horribly--deadly ill. 'I've over done it!'
he thought: 'by Jove! I've overdone it--after all!' He staggered up
toward the terrace, dragged himself up the steps, and fell against
the wall of the house. He leaned there gasping, his face buried in the
honey-suckle that he and she had taken such trouble with that it might
sweeten the air which drifted in. Its fragrance mingled with awful pain.
'My love!' he thought; 'the boy!' And with a great effort he tottered in
through the long window, and sank into old Jolyon's chair. The book was
there, a pencil in it; he caught it up, scribbled a word on the open
page.... His hand dropped.... So it was like this--was it?...

There was a great wrench; and darkness....

III.--IRENE

When Jon rushed away with the letter in his hand, he ran along the
terrace and round the corner of the house, in fear and confusion.
Leaning against the creepered wall he tore open the letter. It was
long--very long! This added to his fear, and he began reading. When he
came to the words: "It was Fleur's father that she married," everything
seemed to spin before him. He was close to a window, and entering by it,
he passed, through music-room and hall, up to his bedroom. Dipping his
face in cold water, he sat on his bed, and went on reading, dropping
each finished page on the bed beside him. His father's writing was easy
to read--he knew it so well, though he had never had a letter from him
one quarter so long. He read with a dull feeling--imagination only half
at work. He best grasped, on that first reading, the pain his father
must have had in writing such a letter. He let the last sheet fall, and
in a sort of mental, moral helplessness began to read the first again.
It all seemed to him disgusting--dead and disgusting. Then, suddenly, a
hot wave of horrified emotion tingled through him. He buried his face in
his hands. His mother! Fleur's father! He took up the letter again, and
read on mechanically. And again came the feeling that it was all
dead and disgusting; his own love so different! This letter said his
mother--and her father! An awful letter!

Property! Could there be men who looked on women as their property?
Faces seen in street and countryside came thronging up before him--red,
stock-fish faces; hard, dull faces; prim, dry faces; violent faces;