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stice; let me ask, was this matter fair? My uncle was irritated against me because I would not marry a man I detested and loathed; in his anger he formed the project of marriage to punish me. He proposed to Elinor Rocheford, and, without any love for him, she agreed to marry him. I went to her, and warned her not to come between me and my rightful inheritance. I told her that if she did I would be revenged. She laughed at my threat, married my uncle, and so disinherited me. Now, was it fair that I should have nothing, she all--that I, a Darrell, should see the home of my race go to strangers? It is not just, and I mean to take justice into my hands." "But, Pauline," opposed Miss Hastings, "if Lady Darrell had not accepted Sir Oswald, some one else would." "Are such women common, then?" she demanded, passionately. "I knew evil enough of your world, but I did not know this. This woman is sweet-voiced, her face is fair, her hair is golden, her hands are white and soft, her manners caressing and gentle; but you see her soul is sordid--it was not large enough to prevent her marrying an old man for his money. Something tells me that the vengeance I have promised myself is not far off." Miss Hastings wrung her hands in silent dismay. "Oh, for something to redeem you, Pauline--something to soften your heart, which is hardening into sin!" "I do not know of any earthly influence that could, as you say, redeem me. I know that I am doing wrong. Do not think that I have transformed vice into virtue and have blinded myself. I know that some people can rise to a far grander height; they would, instead of seeking vengeance, pardon injuries. I cannot--I never will. There is no earthly influence that can redeem me, because there is none stronger than my own will." The elder lady looked almost hopelessly at the younger one. How was she to cope with this strong nature--a nature that could own a fault, yet by strength of will persevere in it? She felt that she might as well try to check the angry waves of the rising tide as try to control this willful, undisciplined disposition. How often in after years these words returned to her mind: "I know of no earthly influence stronger than my own will." Miss Hastings sat in silence for some minutes, and then she looked at the young girl. "What shape will your vengeance take, Pauline?" she asked, calmly. "I do not know. Fate will shape it for me; my opportunity will come in ti
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