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Pauline, why do you say you cannot accompany me?" The first shock had passed for her, and she raised her noble face to his. "From no nonsense, Vane," she said. "You should know me better, dear, than that. Nothing can part us but one thing. Were it not for that, I would go with you to the very end of the world--I would work for you and with you." "But what is it, Pauline?" he asked. "What is it, my darling?" She clung to him more closely still. "I cannot leave her, Vane--I cannot leave Lady Darrell. She is dying slowly--hour by hour, day by day--and I cannot leave her." "But, my darling Pauline, there are others beside you to attend to the lady--Lady Hampton and Miss Hastings. Why should you give up your life thus?" "Why?" she repeated. "You know why, Vane. It is the only atonement I can offer her. Heaven knows how gladly, how happily, I would this moment place my hand in yours and accompany you; my heart longs to do so. You are all I have in the world, and how I love you you know, Vane. But it seems to me that I owe Lady Darrell this reparation, and at the price of my whole life's happiness I must make it." He drew her nearer to him, and kissed the trembling lips. "She has suffered so much, Vane, through me--all through me. If I had but foregone my cruel vengeance, and when she came to me with doubt in her heart if I had but spoken one word, the chances are that by this time she would have been Lady Aynsley, and I should have been free to accompany you, my beloved; but I must suffer for my sin. I ought to suffer, and I ought to atone to her." "Your life, my darling," he said, "your beautiful bright life, your love, your happiness, will all be sacrificed." "They must be. You see, Vane, she clings to me in her sorrow. His name--Aubrey Langton's name--never passes her lips to any one else but me. She talks of him the night and the day through--it is the only comfort she has; and then she likes me to be with her, to talk to her, and soothe her, and she tires so soon of any one else. I cannot leave her, Vane--it would shorten her life, I am sure." He made no answer. She looked up at him with tearful eyes. "Speak to me, Vane. It is hard, I know--but tell me that I am right." "You are cruelly right," he replied. "Oh, my darling, it is very hard! Yet you make her a noble atonement for the wrong you have done--a noble reparation. My darling, is this how your vow of vengeance has ended--in the gre
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