osing interests.
He tossed his head and thrust his hands deep into his pockets with a
sort of vengeance. There was still science--there were still good
objects to work for. He must give a tug still--all the stronger
because other satisfactions were going.
But the door opened and Rosamond re-entered. She carried the leather
box containing the amethysts, and a tiny ornamental basket which
contained other boxes, and laying them on the chair where she had been
sitting, she said, with perfect propriety in her air--
"This is all the jewellery you ever gave me. You can return what you
like of it, and of the plate also. You will not, of course, expect me
to stay at home to-morrow. I shall go to papa's."
To many women the look Lydgate cast at her would have been more
terrible than one of anger: it had in it a despairing acceptance of the
distance she was placing between them.
"And when shall you come back again?" he said, with a bitter edge on
his accent.
"Oh, in the evening. Of course I shall not mention the subject to
mamma." Rosamond was convinced that no woman could behave more
irreproachably than she was behaving; and she went to sit down at her
work-table. Lydgate sat meditating a minute or two, and the result was
that he said, with some of the old emotion in his tone--
"Now we have been united, Rosy, you should not leave me to myself in
the first trouble that has come."
"Certainly not," said Rosamond; "I shall do everything it becomes me to
do."
"It is not right that the thing should be left to servants, or that I
should have to speak to them about it. And I shall be obliged to go
out--I don't know how early. I understand your shrinking from the
humiliation of these money affairs. But, my dear Rosamond, as a
question of pride, which I feel just as much as you can, it is surely
better to manage the thing ourselves, and let the servants see as
little of it as possible; and since you are my wife, there is no
hindering your share in my disgraces--if there were disgraces."
Rosamond did not answer immediately, but at last she said, "Very well,
I will stay at home."
"I shall not touch these jewels, Rosy. Take them away again. But I
will write out a list of plate that we may return, and that can be
packed up and sent at once."
"The servants will know _that_," said Rosamond, with the slightest
touch of sarcasm.
"Well, we must meet some disagreeables as necessities. Where is the
ink, I wonde
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