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come, no matter what the mill-stream said, no matter what his mother wished. The day passed and the morrow came--the second of July. She rose on that day and went down-stairs the shadow of her former self--pale, cold, and silent. She did not say to herself "He will come to-day," hope was dying within her. Then at noon came the letter--her maid brought it in. She gave a low cry of delight when she saw the beloved handwriting, that was followed by a cry of pain. He would not have written if he had been coming; that he had written proved that he had no intention of coming. She took the letter, but she dared not trust herself to open it in the presence of her maid; but when the girl was gone, as there was no human eye to rest on the tortured face she could not control, she opened it. Deadly cold seemed to seize her; a deadly shudder made the letter fall from her hands. No, he was not coming. He _must_ go to Spain--to Spain, with his parents and a party of tourists--but he loved her just the same, and he should return to her. "He is weak of purpose," she said to herself when she had read the last word; "he loves me still; he will come back to me; he will make me his wife in the eyes of the law as he has done in the sight of Heaven. But he is weak of purpose. The Countess of Lanswell has put difficulties in his way, and he has let them conquer him." Then came to her mind those strong words: "Unstable as water, thou shalt not excel." For the second time her servants found her cold and senseless on the ground; but this time she had an open letter in her hand. The pity was that the whole world could not see how women trust the promises of men, and how men keep theirs. CHAPTER XXXI. A MAN OF WAX. It is not pleasant to tell how the foundations of a noble building are sapped: to tell how the grand, strong trunk of a noble tree is hacked and hewn until it falls; how the constant rippling of water wears away a stone; how the association with baser minds takes away the bloom from the pure ones; how the constant friction with the world takes the dainty innocence of youth away. It is never pleasant to tell of untruth, or infidelity, or sin. It is not pleasant to write here, little by little, inch by inch, how Lord Chandos was persuaded, influenced, and overcome. The story of man's perfidy is always hateful--the story of man's weakness is always contemptible. Yet the strongest of men, Samson, fell
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