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atient under the operation. "And though he has such a beautiful shiny hat he is horribly awkward. He nearly knocked me down and fell on me, by way of embracing me." Frank thought that he had never been driven to such straits as that. "To be knocked down and trampled on by a beast like that! There are circumstances in which a girl must protect herself, when other circumstances have brought her into danger. In those days--yesterday, that is, or a week ago--I was a poor singing girl. I was at every man's disposal, and had to look after myself. There are so many white bears about, ready to eat you, if you do not look after yourself. He tried to eat me, and he was wounded. You do not blame me, Frank." "No, indeed; not for that." "What do you blame me for?" "I cannot think you right," he answered with almost majestic sternness, "to have accepted the offer of Lord Castlewell." "You blame me for that." He nodded his head at her. "What would you have had me do?" "Marry a man when you love him, but not when you don't." "Oh, Frank! I couldn't. How was I to marry a man when I loved him,--I who had been so treated? But, sir," she said, remembering herself, "you have no right to say I did not love Lord Castlewell. You have no business to inquire into that matter. Nobody blames you, or can, or shall, in that affair,--not in my hearing. You behaved as gentlemen do behave; gentlemen who cannot act otherwise, because it is born in their bones and their flesh. I--I have not behaved quite so well. Open confession is good for the soul. Frank, I have not behaved quite so well. You may inquire about it. I did not love Lord Castlewell, and I told him so. He came to me when my singing was all gone, and generously renewed his offer. Had I not known that in his heart of hearts he did not wish it,--that the two things were gone for which he had wooed me,--my voice, which was grand, and my prettiness, which was but a little thing, I should have taken his second offer, because it would be well to let him have what he wanted. It was not so; and therefore I sent him away, well pleased." "But why did you accept him?" "Oh, Frank! do not be too hard. How am I to tell you--you, of all men, what my reasons were? I was alone in the world; alone with such dangers before me as that which Mr. Moss brought with him. And then my profession had become a reality, and this lord would assist me. Do all the girls refuse the lords who come
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