ithout a light, not to disturb you. I was coming up again, when a
sudden flash of light shone out in the upper passage. Mounting the
stairs, and when my head was on a level with the upper floor, I saw you
going towards Charlie's room. I went into my own, but left the door
open to see when you would return; finding you did not come back, I
crept softly along the passage, until I came to the turning that led to
Charlie's room. The light shone through the key hole. I quietly
approached. You know the bed exactly faces the door--and there, my
darling mamma, I saw you initiate Charlie into what was to him a
previously unknown pleasure. Oh! my beloved mother, the sight of your
naked charms, of the delicious way in which you were giving him his
first lesson in love, maddened me with desire. I was almost tempted to
come in upon you and violate you, if you would not consent. It was in
that state I remembered that Ellen was asleep in your bed. I ran there,
and throwing off the little I had on, I lay down beside her, and began
feeling her private parts. She awoke and said--

"'Dear aunt, do you wish me to do the same to you?'

"Her hand passed down to my erect member, she gave a cry of
astonishment. I whispered it was only me.

"'Oh! you must leave me directly. Aunt can only have gone to the water
closet, and will be back directly.'

"She was not to be pacified until I convinced her that there was no
chance of your speedy return, so I was obliged to bring her along to
Charles's door; we saw you quite naked, rising and falling on the
enormous weapon that Charles has. I never before saw it erect and could
scarcely believe my eyes; nor was it less wonderful the way in which
you so charmingly took it in. It greatly excited Ellen, as well as me.
We returned to your room--the fire still burned. I laid her down on the
rug before it, and took her maidenhead. She had seen how Charlie's
monstrous affair went easily into you, and felt how much less mine was,
so she never dreamt of it hurting her, and she let me get fairly within
the lips; then, while making her spend, I suddenly thrust it through
all impediments, and the affair was done; she gave a scream, as it hurt
her, but I had shut the door and none of you heard it. I let her sleep
after this, and did not do it again till morning. The next night we
again watched your delicious proceeding. Ellen was less sore, and we
repeated your example several times. She continues to this day to
wo