but just feel--it has got hard again, you must reduce it once
more."

"My beloved boy, I shall always be ready to do so, but it must be the
most sacred secret between us, or I should never be able to do it
again."

You may well suppose my protestations were of the strongest. At it we
went again, and again, and again. Mamma declared that I was a most apt
scholar. Four times did I pour into her foaming and fiery cunt torrents
of sperm. At last she insisted upon my withdrawing, saying it would
injure my health to indulge any more. So I withdrew, and we embraced
each other most lovingly. I now expressed a wish to see the wonderful
place that had given me the ecstasies of paradise. She lent herself
with admirable grace and ease to my boyish curiosity, and even threw
off her shift, making me do the same, that she too might admire the
undisguised beauties of my form. There was no pretence in the great
admiration I expressed for her really superb form, but I expressed it
in a naive and innocent way, that made her laugh heartily, and
confirmed her idea that she was not only the first naked woman I had
seen, but that she was the first I ever knew, or who had taught me what
sensual pleasure meant, and great was her delight in thinking she had
taken my virginity, and been the first to initiate me in love's
delightful mysteries. Of course, I did everything I could in order to
carry on the deception she was so much pleased with, and I may add this
was the last time I ever did so, for daily becoming more of a man, I
took _things_ by the forelock at once, and rarely failed to succeed. We
got up, and she turned herself round in every way for me to see the
rare beauties of her person--herself explaining to me where she was
well made-bosom, buttocks, belly so white and smooth, without a
wrinkle, although she had had a son. She was, indeed, one of those rare
cases where nothing remains to tell of such an event. Her bosom,
without being so large as aunt's, was gloriously white and firm, with
such pink nipples, larger than in a maid, but sticking out hard and
inviting a suck. Then her cunt--for she laid herself on her back,
opened her legs, and allowed me the closest inspection. I have already
alluded to her clitoris, as described by Ellen to Harry; it was
charmingly developed, about half the length of Miss Frankland's, and
not so thick. As I felt her cunt and introduced my fingers to hold it
open, she got excited, and Master Clitoris rais