give to
yourself double enjoyment. I mean to initiate you into every secret
that the rites of Venus possess, and wish that my loved wife should
become a devoted votary, and I will do my best that she may revel in
all the luxuries of perfect coition."

We completed this course with even greater abandon than before, and I
began to enjoy his embraces beyond anything our imaginations used to
suggest. This time he withdrew and lay down by my side, and taking me
within both his arms, continued his charming endearments. I never slept
that night; I was in a fever of restless excitement. My husband fucked
me five times before he dozed off. Towards morning I tossed and
tumbled, and could not sleep. Daylight soon came, my restlessness had
shaken all the bed clothes off, except a part of the sheet, and turning
towards my husband, I perceived that the sheet stuck up over the lower
part of his body. Curiosity seized me--I looked at him, and saw he was
evidently sleeping. So gently removing the sheet, I beheld the dear
instrument of all my last night's joys as well as pains. You know how
we used to long to see man's cock when we were at school, and how, when
we did sometimes see a boy's limp thing hanging down, we used to wonder
what change would come over it, and how. Well, here was an opportunity
of examining, at my ease, the wonderful curiosity that had so puzzled
us. The last edge of the sheet passing over it touched its ruby head;
it throbbed and pulsated to the view. I was afraid this had awakened
Fred, but no, he slept as sound as ever. So I gently raised myself on
my bottom, and gazed on the dear object I had so longed to see and
feel. There it stood up like a pillar, rather bending towards his
belly: and what surprised me much was to see a dark strongly wrinkled
bag at its roots, with apparently two large balls inside; the hair on
its roots spread in dark mass up to his navel, and beautifully bright
and curling it was. I approached my lips, and made the action of
kissing, without touching it. Whether it felt my warm breath, I know
not, but it actually throbbed a response. What a great big thing it
was, equally long as it was thick, I did not think I could encircle it
with my hand; I longed to try, but was afraid I should waken Fred, and
what would he think of me, I blushed at the very idea; but my passions
became excited, and too strong to resist the temptation. So first lying
gently down again, I very quietly dropped my arm