looked into
his little room before descending to breakfast. His sister was sent to
call him. He at once excused himself by saying he had had a bad dream,
she came down and told us. In a few minutes he followed, and in the
most natural way possible, told a tale of fright, declared he had awoke
screaming and afterwards had been so frightened that he could not
sleep, and turning to me in the most natural way, hoped his scream had
not disturbed me. He never came near me, or appeared in any way
attracted by me--a discretion worthy of a man of the world. Oh! my dear
Carry, I shall make a great deal of this boy. We have had several
delicious nights since, and he improves wonderfully. Splendidly as my
husband fucks, Charley already beats him. He is quite as often ready,
indeed, oftener, and it is I that hold him back, but there is something
still so charmingly infantine in his way of caressing me, and then the
lascivious idea he is all my own, and that I initiated him in love's
mysteries, adds an inexpressible charm to our lascivious encounters. I
feel that I shall almost regret my husband's return, as it will force
me to give up this delicious indulgence. Not the slightest shadow of
suspicion of our doings is excited in the family, thanks to the very
guarded and admirable conduct of Charlie, which is above all praise.
Write to me soon, my dear Carry, and be sure you are as candid as this
long, long letter is to you, for the life of me I could not make it
shorter. I only hope you will give me one as long, and have as much
delicious intelligence for me. I know you too well to suppose that you
have not found means as I have done, to try what other men are made of,
although you can scarcely have had such wonderful luck as mine. Write
then, and write without reserve. Our mutual affection is too sincere to
allow of any concealment whatever between two such loving and lewd
lascivious friends.
Ever your affectionate friend,
E. BENSON.
Such was the long letter my adored mistress wrote at the time to her
school companion. It will be seen that their attachment had led to
something more than the usual fingerings and caressings of school
girls, indeed, had led them on to the lewdest and most lascivious
indulgences that two girls could practise in common, and had first
excited their passions and given them the delicious power of pleasing
coition they were both so perfect in, for, as I before said, about two
years after thi
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