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eptible in more than one page of 'Sweet Bells Jangled.' Mabel felt her heart grow heavier as she read. Why had he chosen to deliberately lower his level like this? Where were the strong and masterly touch, the tenderness and the dignity of his first book? That had faults, too, even faults of taste--but here the faults had almost overgrown the taste! Surely if she read on, she would find the style attain the old distinction, and the tone grow noble and tender once again--but she read on, and the style was always the same, and the tone, if anything, rather worse! Mark had long since moved to a spot where he could command her face; her fine eyebrows were slightly drawn, her long lashes lowered, and her mouth compressed as if with pain--somehow the sight did not encourage him. She was becoming conscious that her expression was being closely watched, which seldom adds a charm to reading, and at last she could persevere no longer, and shut the book with a faint sigh. 'Well,' said Mark, desperately; he felt as if his fate hung on her answer. 'I--I--have read so little yet,' she said; 'let me tell you what I think at the end!' 'Tell me what you think of it so far,' said Mark. '_Must_ I?' she said, almost imploringly. 'Yes,' said Mark, with a grating attempt at a laugh; 'put me out of my misery!' She loved him too well to make some flattering or evasive reply--she was jealous for his reputation, and could not see him peril it without a protest. 'Oh, Mark,' she cried, locking her hands and pressing them tight together, 'you must feel yourself--it is not your best--you have done such great work--you will again, I know, dear--but this, it is not worthy of you--it is not worthy of "Illusion"!' He knew too well that it was his best, that it was not in him to do better; if the world's verdict agreed with hers, he was a failure indeed. He had been persuading himself that, after all, he was not a common impostor, that he had genius of his own which would be acknowledged far above his friend's talent; now all at once the conviction began to crumble. He turned upon her with a white face and a look of anger and mortification in his eyes. 'The first is always the best, of course,' he said bitterly; 'that is the regulation verdict. If "Sweet Bells" had come first, and "Illusion" second, you would have seen this sad falling off in the _second_ book. I did not think _you_ would be the first to take up that silly old cry,
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