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nd carried it to the cradle. Then she went over to Gertrude's bed. Gertrude seized her by her hands, and drew her down to her with more strength than one would have imagined her to have just then. The eyes of the two women were drawn close together. "You must make him happy, Eleanore," she said in a hoarse voice, and with a sickly glimmer in her eyes. "If you do not, it would be better if one of us were dead." Despite her terror, Eleanore loosened Gertrude's hold on her with great gentleness. "It is hard to discuss that subject, Gertrude; it is hard to live and hard to think about it all." Eleanore breathed these words into Gertrude's ears. "You must make him happy; you must make him happy! Repeat it to yourself and keep it in your mind every day, every hour, every minute. You must, you must, you must." Gertrude was almost beside herself. "I will learn how to do it," replied Eleanore slowly and seriously. "I am ... I hardly know what I am or how I feel. But be patient with me, Gertrude, I will learn how to make him happy." She looked into Gertrude's face with anxious curiosity. Gertrude however pressed her hands against Eleanore's cheeks, drew her down to her again, and kissed her with unusual fervour. "I too must learn how," whispered Gertrude, "I must learn the whole of life from the very beginning." Some one knocked at the door. The midwife came in to look after her patient. VII At that time the superstition still prevailed that the window in the room of a woman in confinement must never be opened. The air in the room was consequently heavy and ill-smelling. Eleanore could hardly stand it during the day; during the night she could not sleep. Moreover natural daylight could not enter the room, and, as if it were not already gloomy enough, the window had been hung with green curtains which were kept half drawn. The most unpleasant feature of all, however, was the interminable round of visits from the women: custom had decreed that they should not be turned away. The wife of the director of the theatre came in; Martha Ruebsam came in, and so did the wife of Councillor Kirschner, and the wives of the butcher, baker, preacher, and physician. And of course the wife of the apothecary called. No one of them failed to pour out an abundance of gratuitous advice or go into ecstasies over the beauty of the baby. Once Daniel came in just as such an assemblage was in the sick r
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