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just step into neighbor Warren's, and borrow Nancy's cloak." "Have not you any cloak of your own?" said he. "No," I replied, "I have been without one a long time." Robert said no more, but when I came back with the cloak, and said to him, "Will you go with me?" he said, in a tone which seemed as if he were trying to suppress kinder feelings, "Go along, Mary, and don't be always fretting about me." I was grieved, but said nothing, and proceeded to the meeting alone, praying that Robert might think better of it, and come. The services were even more interesting than they had been at the preceding meeting. The minister said every thing to convince, and I felt a distressing anxiety, that I could not control, to have my husband hear all that was said. Judge, then, of my surprise and pleasure, when, a short time after I had returned home, Robert entered, and said, "Guess where I have been, Mary." "Not to meeting, Robert." "Yes, Mary, to meeting. I took up my hat after you had gone, thinking that I would go down to the shop; for I felt uneasy, and wanted something to suppress my disagreeable thoughts. But as I passed by the meeting-house, it was so well lighted up, and the bell was ringing, and the people going in, I thought perhaps I had better go in too; and I am glad I did. Wife, I do believe the minister is right. I know that hard drinking has been the ruin of myself and family, and while the minister was speaking, I thought I would try to break away from my bad habits." "O, Robert, _will you try_?" I exclaimed, while my heart beat with pleasure to hear him thus speak. "'Tis hard work, Mary, harder than you think for." "I know it is hard, my dear husband; but only think of the happiness it would bring to us all--of the ruin from which it will save our little boys--the agony from which it will save your poor wife. O, Robert, if you have one spark of love remaining in your bosom for any of us"-- I could not go on; but leaning my hands upon my husband's shoulder, I sobbed aloud. Robert seemed affected, and said, in a doubtful tone, "Perhaps I might leave it off by degrees." "O no, Robert, no," I answered, "that will never do. Don't you remember how particular the minister was to say, '_Leave it off at once_?' You will never do it by degrees." Robert looked steadily into the fire, and did not say one word more. When not under the influence of strong drink, he is a man of good sense, and I thought it
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