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u are not suffering?" "No, only a little dazed. That's natural after looking death in the face for hours and hours while everything slipped away from you--things you had always thought meant something." "Yes, poor girl!" "And they--meant nothing. They never do." "No. You found that at death's door; I found it at life's. I want to tell you something, dear, that will make you forget yourself--and think of me. You are sure you cannot sleep?" "I do not want to sleep." "Priscilla, I have given myself to love! You can understand. Travers has just told me--about him and you!" A faint colour touched the face on the pillow. "It was the telling that brought him around. He's superb, and you're a daffy little goose, Cilla. Imagine a man like Travers letting a girl like you slip through his fingers." "He did!" weakly interrupted Priscilla. "But he followed you right down, and into--hell!" "Into life and joy, you mean, Margaret--life!" "Well, at any rate, he was with you. It is magnificent to see a man, or a woman, big enough, brave enough, and sensible enough to sweep the senseless rubbish of life aside, and get each other! Oh! it's life as God meant it. Priscilla, the letter I wrote to-day was to--_my_ man. He's as splendid as yours. I told you once how I--I loved children. I had taken that love for granted until something happened. A friend of mine married--one of the girls my people thought was the kind for me to know. She didn't understand life any more than I did; she just took one of the men who wore the same label she did. Her child came--a year after; a horrible little creature--diseased; dreadful--can you understand?" "Yes"--Priscilla had turned toward the girl by her side--"yes, I know what you mean. I have been a nurse." "That was the first time things we should have known--were known by my friend and me!" Margaret's voice was low and hard. "She--she cursed him, her husband--and left him! It was terrible! I was frightened, more frightened than I had ever been. Everything seemed tottering around me. I thought--I must die; I dared trust nothing. Just then--some one told me--he loved me; and I--I had loved him. But I was more afraid of him than of any one in God's world. I thought I was going mad, and then--I went to Doctor Ledyard and told him all about it. I just threw my whole burden of doubt and ignorance upon him--he is such a _good_ man! Sometimes I weep when I think of him. He was fath
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