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and apron, please pack away Miss Moffatt and Miss Glynn. Let us be Priscilla and Margaret. This is a whim of mine, but I have a fancy for knowing what kind of _girls_ we are. No one can tamper with us here. Dear old Mousey never gets above a dead level, or below it. Practically we are alone and detached. Let us play--girls! Nice, chummy girls. Do you know, I never had a friend in my life who wasn't labelled and scheduled? I was sent to school where just such and such girls were sent--girls proper for me to know. Often they were not, but that was not considered so long as they wore their labels. It wasn't deemed necessary for me, or my kind, to go to college: our lines of action were chosen for us. Certain labelled men were presented; always labels, labels! Even when I was running about with my label on I used to have mad moments of longing to snatch all the hideous things off--my own as well as others--and find out the truth! And here we are, you and I! I do not want to know anything about you; I want to find out for myself, in my own way. I want you to forget that I ever wore a tag. Did you ever have a girl chum?" "I think I know, now," Priscilla said quietly, "why this particular little heaven was given to me. I never, in all my life, had a girl friend. Think of that! I did not realize what I was missing until I--came into your life. Actually, I never had a girl or woman friend in the sense you mean. I was a lonely, weird little child; and then I--I came to the training school; and the girls there did not like me--I was still weird----" "Now, Priscilla, I do not want to know anything more about you! I intend to find you out for myself. Come, there's a boat down there, big enough for you and me. Do you row?" "Yes, and paddle." "You lived near the water! Ha! ha!" "And you do--not row, Margaret?" "No." "Then you have never lived at all. You must learn to use oars and a paddle. It's when you have your own hand on the power that makes you go--that you live." Margaret Moffatt turned and looked at Priscilla. "You say, haphazard, the most Orphic things. There are times when I can imagine you before some shrine making an offering and chanting all sorts of uncanny rites. Of course it is when one has her hand on her own tiller, and is heading for what she wants, that she begins to--live. I declare, I haven't felt so young in--twenty years! I'm twenty-five, Priscilla. My father considers me on the danger-lin
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