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into his life, and hear her speak of trust and friendship. Lord! it 's like a breath of pure air amid the foulness of the pit. I believe in _you_, and I have n't believed in anybody for a long while. Perhaps you didn't wholly mean all you said to me; perhaps you 'll forget about it when your luck changes, but it 's a thing that is going to stay with me; you can bet on that! I guess it was what I 've been hungry for; the loss of it had taken the very heart out of me," I paused, fearful I might be going too far, yet given fresh courage by the expression of her face. "You see you belong to my class, little girl, and--and you are the first of them to speak a kind word to me in five years. It's--it's a bit tough to be cut dead by your own class." It was her hand, white and slender, which reached shyly across the table, and touched mine, but her eyes alone made answer. "That is all right," I continued, my voice shaking. "I understand how you feel. Anyhow you 've made a new man out of me; maybe the stuff is n't much, but there is a soul in it somewhere, and you 've given that soul something to get a grip on. That was all I needed, just to get my teeth set. But what about you? This is no fit place for your kind--you better go home to your mother." She shook her head with decision. "Why not? is she hard?" "Yes, she would be very hard with me." "Do you mean you would rather risk it here with--with me, than go back, and face her?" "Yes, even that," she replied soberly. "I have courage to fight it out here, but not there. I know what it will mean if I go back--reproaches, gossip, ostracism--all the petty meannesses of a small town. I loathe the very thought. I am strong again, and I will not go. It is between God and me, this decision; between God and me." She drooped her head, hiding her face upon her arms, her shoulders trembling. "You--you may despise me; you may think me the lowest of the low, but I--I am going to stay here." I sat in silence, amazed, puzzled, gazing across at her, my face sober, my hands clinched. "You actually mean you dare risk yourself here--with me?" "With your help; with you as a friend to talk to--yes." I drew in my breath sharply, my forehead beaded with perspiration. "But stop and think what I am," I urged recklessly. "A mere hobo." She raised her face, the flushed cheeks wet, the brown eyes glowing indignantly. "No," she said earnestly. "You are not
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