FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340   341   342   343   344   345   346   347   348  
349   350   351   352   353   354   355   356   357   358   359   360   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   370   371   372   373   >>   >|  
dy to bear, that this tremendous possibility she could not bear so much as to look at; she left it a one side; and it can hardly be numbered among her recognized causes of trouble. The day wore to an end. The evening and the sea-breeze came again. The lamps were lit and the table dressed with the salver and tea-urn. And Elizabeth was thankful the day was over; and waited impatiently for her friend to make his appearance. She thought he looked thoughtfuller than ever when he came. That might have been fancy. "I don't know, Miss Elizabeth," he said, taking her hand as he had done in the morning, and answering her face. "We must wait yet. -- How have you borne the day?" "I have borne it by the help of your book," she said looking down at it and trembling. "You could have no better help," he said with a little sigh, as he turned away to the table, -- "except that of the Author of it." The tea was very silent, for even Winthrop did not talk much; and very sad, for Elizabeth could hardly hold her head up. "Mr. Winthrop," she said when he rose, -- "can you give me a minute or two before you go? -- I want to ask you a question." "Certainly," -- he said; and waited, both standing, while she opened his bible and found the place he had shewed her in the morning. She shewed it to him now. "This -- I don't quite understand it. -- I see what is spoken of, and the need of it, -- but -- how can I make it my own?" She looked up as she put the question, with most earnest eyes, and lips that only extreme determination kept from giving way. He looked at her, and at his book. "By giving your trust to the Maker of the promise." "How? --" "The same unquestioning faith and dependence that you would give to any sure and undoubted refuge of human strength." Elizabeth looked down and pressed her hands close together upon her breast. She knew so well how to give that! -- so little how to give the other. "Do you understand what Christ requires of those who would follow him?" "No," she said looking up again, -- "not clearly -- hardly at all." "One is -- that you give up everything, even in thought, that is contrary to his authority." He was still, and so was she, both looking at each other. "That is what is meant by repentance. The other thing is, -- that you trust yourself for all your wants -- from the forgiveness of sin, to the supply of this moment's need, -- to the strength and love of Jesus Chri
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340   341   342   343   344   345   346   347   348  
349   350   351   352   353   354   355   356   357   358   359   360   361   362   363   364   365   366   367   368   369   370   371   372   373   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Elizabeth

 

looked

 
thought
 

morning

 

understand

 
strength
 
giving
 
shewed
 

waited

 

Winthrop


question
 

promise

 

earnest

 
spoken
 
determination
 
extreme
 
repentance
 

authority

 

contrary

 
moment

supply

 

forgiveness

 

follow

 

undoubted

 

refuge

 
pressed
 

unquestioning

 

dependence

 

Christ

 

requires


breast

 

thankful

 
impatiently
 

salver

 

dressed

 

friend

 

appearance

 
thoughtfuller
 

breeze

 

tremendous


possibility

 

numbered

 

evening

 

recognized

 

trouble

 
taking
 
minute
 

opened

 

standing

 

Certainly