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w remnants of faith that still remain in the world? Never in her married life had she spoken to him with this accent of bitterness and hostility. He started and withdrew his hand, and there was a silence. 'I held once a wife in my arms,' he said presently with a voice hardly audible, 'who said to me that she would never persecute her husband. But what is persecution, if it is not the determination not to understand?' She buried her face in her hands. 'I could not understand,' she said sombrely. 'And rather than try,' he insisted, 'you will go on believing that I am a man without faith, seeking only to destroy.' 'I know you think you have faith,' she answered, 'but how can it seem faith to me? "He that will not confess Me before men, him will I also deny before My Father which is in heaven." Your unbelief seems to me more dangerous than these horrible things which shock you. For you can make it attractive, you can make it loved, as you once made the faith of Christ loved.' He was silent She raised her face presently, whereon were the traces of some of those quiet, difficult tears which were characteristic of her, and went softly out of the room. He stood awhile leaning against the mantelpiece, deaf to little Mary's clamor, and to her occasional clutches at his knees, as she tried to raise herself on her tiny tottering feet. A sense as though of some fresh disaster was upon him. His heart was sinking, sinking within him. And yet none knew better than he that there was nothing fresh. It was merely that the scene had recalled to him anew some of those unpalpable truths which the optimist is always much too ready to forget. Heredity, the moulding force of circumstance, the iron hold of the past upon the present--a man like Elsmere realizes the working of these things in other men's lives with it singular subtlety and clearness, and is for ever overlooking them, running his head against them, in his own. He turned and laid his arms on the chimney-piece, burying his head on them. Suddenly he felt a touch on his knee, and, looking down, saw Mary peering up, her masses of dark hair streaming back from the straining little face, the grave open mouth, and alarmed eyes. 'Fader, tiss! fader, tiss!' she said imperatively. He lifted her up and covered the little brown cheeks with kisses. But the touch of the child only woke in him a fresh dread--the like of something he had often divined of late in Catherine. W
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