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tle with herself as she would, there was constantly emerging in her now a note of anger, not with Robert, but, as it were, with those malign forces of which he was the prey. 'What have I to give them?' he repeated sadly. 'Very little, Catherine, as it seems to me to-night. But come and see.' His tone had a melancholy which went to her heart. In reality, he was in that state of depression which often precedes a great effort. But she was startled by his suggestion. 'Come with you, Robert? To the meeting of a secularist club!' 'Why not? I shall be there to protest against outrage to what both you and I hold dear. And the men are decent fellows. There will be no disturbance.' 'What are you going to do?' she asked in a low voice. 'I have been trying to think it out,' he said with difficulty. 'I want simply, if I can, to transfer to their minds that image of Jesus of Nazareth which thought--and love--and reading--have left upon my own. I want to make them realize for themselves the historical character, so far as it can be, realized--to make them see for themselves the real figure, as it went in and out among men--so far as our eyes can now discern it.' The words came quicker toward the end, while the voice sank--took the vibrating characteristic note the wife knew so well. 'How can that help them?' she said abruptly. 'Your historical Christ, Robert, will never win souls. If he was God, every word you speak will insult him. If he was man, he was not a good man!' 'Come and see,' was all he said, holding out his hand to her. It was in some sort a renewal of the scene at Les Avants, the inevitable renewal of an offer he felt bound to make, and she felt bound to resist. She let her knitting fall and placed her hand in his. The baby on the rug was alternately caressing and scourging a woolly baa-lamb, which was the fetish of her childish worship. Her broken, incessant baby-talk, and the ringing kisses with which she atoned to the baa-lamb for each successive outrage, made a running accompaniment to the moved undertones of the parents. 'Don't ask me, Robert, don't ask me! Do you want me to come and sit thinking of last year's Easter Eve?' 'Heaven knows I was miserable enough last Easter Eve,' he said slowly. 'And now,' she exclaimed, looking at him with a sudden agitation of every feature, 'now you are not miserable? You are quite confident and sure? You are going to devote your life to attacking the fe
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