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She laughed mockingly. "My dear father," she protested, "you are certainly not yourself this morning." "I saw you swinging," he muttered, "swinging by that piece of cord! There was a great black pin through your heart. Elizabeth, if he should get away sometime! If some one should come over from America and discover where he was! If he should find us out! Oh, my God, if he should find us out!" Elizabeth had risen to her feet. She was standing now before the fire, her left elbow resting upon the mantelpiece, a trifle of silver gleaming in her right hand. "Father," she said, "there is no danger in life for those who know no fear. Look at me." His eyes sought hers, fascinated. "If he should find me out," she continued, "it would be no such terrible thing, after all. It would be the end." Her fingers disclosed the little ornament she was carrying--a tiny pistol. She slipped it back into her pocket. The man was wondering how such a thing as this came to be his daughter. "You have courage, Elizabeth," he whispered. "I have courage," she assented, "because I have brains. I never allow myself to be in a position where I should be likely to get the worst of it. Ever since the day when he turned so suddenly against me, I have been careful." Her father leaned towards her. "Elizabeth," he said, "I never really understood. What was it that came over him so suddenly? One day he was your slave, the next I think he would have murdered you if he could." She shrugged her shoulders. "Honestly," she replied, "I felt it impossible to keep up the sham any longer. I married Wenham Gardner in New York because he was supposed to be a millionaire and because it seemed to be the best thing to do, but as to living with him, I never meant that. You know how ridiculous his behavior was on the boat. He never let me out of his sight, but swore that he was going to give up smoking and drinking and lead a new life for my sake. I really believe he meant it, too." "Wouldn't it have been better, dear," her father suggested, timidly, "to have encouraged him?" She shook her head. "He was absolutely hopeless," she declared. "You say that I have no nerves; that is because I do not allow myself to suffer. If I had gone on living with Wenham, it would have driven me mad. His habits, his manner of life, everything disgusted me. Until I came to see so much of him, I never understood what the term 'decadent' really can mean. Th
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