pallor was a spectre behind her
cheeks, ready to rush forth. Fenellan brought Carling to dine with him;
and Themison was confirmed by Carting, with incidents in proof; Caning
by Jarniman, also with incidents; one very odd one--or so it seemed, in
the fury of the first savour of it:--she informed Jarniman, Skepsey said
his friend Jarniman said, that she had dreamed of making her appearance
to him on the night of the 23rd August, and of setting the date on the
calendar over his desk, when she entered his room: 'Sitting-room, not
bedroom; she was always quite the lady,' Skepsey reported his Jarniman.
Mrs. Burman, as a ghost, would respect herself; she would keep to her
character. Jarniman quite expected the dream to be verified; she was
a woman of her word: he believed she had received a revelation of the
approaching fact: he was preparing for the scene.
Victor had to keep silent and discourse of general prosperity. His happy
vivaciousness assisted him to feel it by day. Nataly heard him at night,
on a moan: 'Poor soul!' and loudly once while performing an abrupt
demi-vault from back to side: 'Perhaps now!' in a voice through doors.
She schooled herself to breathe equably.
Not being allowed to impart the distressing dose of comfort he was
charged with, he swallowed it himself; and these were the consequences.
And an uneasy sleep was traditionally a matter for grave debate in the
Radnor family. The Duvidney ladies, Dorothea and Virginia, would have
cited ancestral names, showing it to be the worst of intimations. At
night, lying on his back beneath a weight of darkness, one heavily
craped figure, distinguishable through the gloom, as a blot on a black
pad, accused the answering darkness within him, until his mind
was dragged to go through the whole case by morning light; and the
compassionate man appealed to common sense, to stamp and pass his
delectable sophistries; as, that it was his intense humaneness, which
exposed him to an accusation of inhumanity; his prayer for the truly
best to happen, which anticipated Mrs. Burman's expiry. They were simple
sophistries, fabricated to suit his needs, readily taking and bearing
the imprimatur of common sense. They refreshed him, as a chemical scent
a crowded room.
All because he could not open his breast to Nataly, by reason of her
feebleness; or feel enthusiasm in the possession of young Dudley! A
dry stick indeed beside him on the walk Westward. Good quality wood, no
doubt,
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