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day when the two visitors were to leave. Their birthday gift to the young gentleman so lately christened Lorentz Uthoug stood in the drawing-room; it was a bust in red granite, the height of a man, of the Sun-god Re Hormachis, brought with them by the godfathers from Alexandria. And now it sat in the drawing-room between palms in pots, pressing its elbows against its sides and gazing with great dead eyes out into endless space. Peer stood on the quay waving farewell to his old comrades as the steamer ploughed through the water, drawing after it a fan-shaped trail of little waves. And when he came home, he walked about the place, looking at farms and woods, at Merle and the children, with eyes that seemed to her strange and new. Next night he stayed up once more alone, pacing to and fro in the great hall, and looking out of the windows into the dark. Was he ravelling out his life into golden threads that vanished and were forgotten? Was he content to be fuel instead of light? What was he seeking? Happiness? And beyond it? As a boy he had called it the anthem, the universal hymn. What was it now? God? But he would hardly find Him in idleness. You have drawn such nourishment as you could from joy in your home, from your marriage, your fatherhood, nature, and the fellowmen around you here. There are unused faculties in you that hunger for exercise; that long to be set free to work, to strive, to act. You should take up the barrage on the Besna, Peer. But could you get the contract? If you once buckle-to in earnest, no one is likely to beat you--you'll get it, sure enough. But do you really want it? Are you not working away at a mowing-machine as it is? Better own up that you can't get on without your old craft, after all--that you must for ever be messing and meddling with steel and fire. You can't help yourself. All the things your eyes have been fixed on in these last years have been only golden visions in a mist. The steel has its own will. The steel is beginning to wake in you--singing--singing--bent on pressing onward. You have no choice. The world-will goes on its way. Go with it or be cast overboard as useless. And still Peer walked up and down, up and down. Next morning he set off for the capital. Merle watched the carriage as it drove away, and thought to herself: "He was right. Something new is beginning." Chapter IX There came a card from Peer, with a brief message: "Off
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