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I have done. I have had no choice.' 'I might; but we have both of us too little practicality. The art of living is the art of compromise. We have no right to foster sensibilities, and conduct ourselves as if the world allowed of ideal relations; it leads to misery for others as well as ourselves. Genial coarseness is what it behoves men like you and me to cultivate. Your reply to your wife's last letter was preposterous. You ought to have gone to her of your own accord as soon as ever you heard she was rich; she would have thanked you for such common-sense disregard of delicacies. Let there be an end of this nonsense, I implore you!' Reardon stared through the glass at the snow that fell thicker and thicker. 'What are we--you and I?' pursued the other. 'We have no belief in immortality; we are convinced that this life is all; we know that human happiness is the origin and end of all moral considerations. What right have we to make ourselves and others miserable for the sake of an obstinate idealism? It is our duty to make the best of circumstances. Why will you go cutting your loaf with a razor when you have a serviceable bread-knife?' Still Reardon did not speak. The cab rolled on almost silently. 'You love your wife, and this summons she sends is proof that her thought turns to you as soon as she is in distress.' 'Perhaps she only thought it her duty to let the child's father know--' 'Perhaps--perhaps--perhaps!' cried Biffen, contemptuously. 'There goes the razor again! Take the plain, human construction of what happens. Ask yourself what the vulgar man would do, and do likewise; that's the only safe rule for you.' They were both hoarse with too much talking, and for the last half of the drive neither spoke. At the railway-station they ate and drank together, but with poor pretence of appetite. As long as possible they kept within the warmed rooms. Reardon was pale, and had anxious, restless eyes; he could not remain seated, though when he had walked about for a few minutes the trembling of his limbs obliged him to sink down. It was an unutterable relief to both when the moment of the train's starting approached. They clasped hands warmly, and exchanged a few last requests and promises. 'Forgive my plain speech, old fellow,' said Biffen. 'Go and be happy!' Then he stood alone on the platform, watching the red light on the last carriage as the train whirled away into darkness and storm.
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