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that was what was the matter with me--precipitately, preposterously anxious. Instead of dropping, the discomfort produced in me by Mrs. Brissenden had deepened to agitation, and this in spite of the fact that in the brief interval nothing worse, nothing but what was right, had happened. Had I myself suddenly fallen so much in love with Mrs. Server that the care for her reputation had become with me an obsession? It was of no use saying I simply pitied her: what did I pity her for if she wasn't in danger? She _was_ in danger: that rushed over me at present--rushed over me while I tried to look easy and delayed to answer my friend. She _was_ in danger--if only because she had caught and held the search-light of Obert's attention. I took up his inquiry. "The matter with them? I don't know anything but that they're young and handsome and happy--children, as who should say, of the world; children of leisure and pleasure and privilege." Obert's eyes went back to them. "Do you remember what I said to you about her yesterday afternoon? She darts from flower to flower, but she clings, for the time, to each. You've been feeling, I judge, the force of my remark." "Oh, she didn't at all 'dart,'" I replied, "just now at me. I darted, much rather, at _her_." "Long didn't, then," Obert said, still with his eyes on them. I had to wait a moment. "Do you mean he struck you as avoiding her?" He in turn considered. "He struck me as having noticed with what intensity, ever since we came down, she has kept alighting. She inaugurated it, the instant she arrived, with _me_, and every man of us has had his turn. I dare say it's only fair, certainly, that Long should have." "He's lucky to get it, the brute! She's as charming as she can possibly be." "That's it, precisely; and it's what no woman ought to be--as charming as she possibly can!--more than once or twice in her life. This lady is so every blessed minute, and to every blessed male. It's as if she were too awfully afraid one wouldn't take it in. If she but knew how one does! However," my friend continued, "you'll recollect that we differed about her yesterday--and what does it signify? One should of course bear lightly on anything so light. But I stick to it that she's different." I pondered. "Different from whom?" "Different from herself--as she was when I painted her. There's something the matter with her." "Ah, then, it's for me to ask _you_ what. I don't myself,
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