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That she _is_ so awfully radiant. That she's so tremendously happy. It's the question," he explained, "of what in the world she has to make her so." I winced a little, but tried not to show it. "My dear man, how do _I_ know?" "She _thinks_ you know," he after a moment answered. I could only stare. "Mrs. Server thinks I know what makes her happy?" I the more easily represented such a conviction as monstrous in that it truly had its surprise for me. But Brissenden now was all with his own thought. "She _isn't_ happy." "You mean that that's what's the matter with her under her appearance----? Then what makes the appearance so extraordinary?" "Why, exactly what I mention--that one doesn't see anything whatever in her to correspond to it." I hesitated. "Do you mean in her circumstances?" "Yes--or in her character. Her circumstances are nothing wonderful. She has none too much money; she has had three children and lost them; and nobody that belongs to her appears ever to have been particularly nice to her." I turned it over. "How you _do_ get on with her!" "Do you call it getting on with her to be the more bewildered the more I see her?" "Isn't to say you're bewildered only, on the whole, to say you're charmed? That always--doesn't it?--describes more or less any engrossed relation with a lovely lady." "Well, I'm not sure I'm so charmed." He spoke as if he had thought this particular question over for himself; he had his way of being lucid without brightness. "I'm not at all easily charmed, you know," he the next moment added; "and I'm not a fellow who goes about much after women." "Ah, that I never supposed! Why in the world _should_ you? It's the last thing!" I laughed. "But isn't this--quite (what shall one call it?) innocently--rather a peculiar case?" My question produced in him a little gesture of elation--a gesture emphasised by a snap of his forefinger and thumb. "I knew you knew it was special! I knew you've been thinking about it!" "You certainly," I replied with assurance, "have, during the last five minutes, made me do so with some sharpness. I don't pretend that I don't now recognise that there _must_ be something the matter. I only desire--not unnaturally--that there _should_ be, to put me in the right for having thought, if, as you're so sure, such a freedom as that can be brought home to me. If Mrs. Server is beautiful and gentle and strange," I speciously went on, "what are
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