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ou've doubtless sufficiently seen what has already become of mine. He isn't here, at all events," I repeated, "and we must do without his identity. What, in fact, are we showing each other," I asked, "but that we _have_ done without it?" "_I_ have!" my friend declared with supreme frankness and with something of the note, as I was obliged to recognise, of my own constructive joy. "I've done perfectly without it." I saw in fact that he had, and it struck me really as wonderful. But I controlled the expression of my wonder. "So that if you spoke therefore just now of watching them----" "I meant of course"--he took it straight up--"watching the Brissendens. And naturally, above all," he as quickly subjoined, "the wife." I was now full of concurrence. "Ah, naturally, above all, the wife." So far as was required it encouraged him. "A woman's lover doesn't matter--doesn't matter at least to anyone but himself, doesn't matter to you or to me or to her--when once she has given him up." It made me, this testimony of his observation, show, in spite of my having by this time so counted on it, something of the vivacity of my emotion. "She _has_ given him up?" But the surprise with which he looked round put me back on my guard. "Of what else then are we talking?" "Of nothing else, of course," I stammered. "But the way you see----!" I found my refuge in the gasp of my admiration. "I do see. But"--he _would_ come back to that--"only through your having seen first. You gave me the pieces. I've but put them together. You gave me the Brissendens--bound hand and foot; and I've but made them, in that sorry state, pull me through. I've blown on my torch, in other words, till, flaring and smoking, it has guided me, through a magnificent chiaroscuro of colour and shadow, out into the light of day." I was really dazzled by his image, for it represented his personal work. "You've done more than I, it strikes me--and with less to do it with. If I gave you the Brissendens I gave you all I had." "But all you had was immense, my dear man. The Brissendens are immense." "Of course the Brissendens are immense! If they hadn't been immense they wouldn't have been--_nothing_ would have been--anything." Then after a pause, "Your image is splendid," I went on--"your being out of the cave. But what is it exactly," I insidiously threw out, "that you _call_ the 'light of day'?" I remained a moment, however, not sure whether I had be
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