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were on the ground, rather," she beautifully smiled, "of dictation." "Well, I'm that too. I dictate my terms. But my terms are in themselves the appeal." I was ingenious but patient. "See?" "How in the world can I see?" "_Voyons_, then. Light or darkness, my imagination rides me. But of course if it's all wrong I want to get rid of it. You can't, naturally, help me to destroy the faculty itself, but you can aid in the defeat of its application to a particular case. It was because you so smiled, before, on that application, that I valued even my minor difference with you; and what I refer to as my loss is the fact that your frown leaves me struggling alone. The best thing for me, accordingly, as I feel, is to get rid altogether of the obsession. The way to do that, clearly, since _you've_ done it, is just to quench the fire. By the fire I mean the flame of the fancy that blazed so for us this morning. What the deuce have you, for yourself, poured on it? Tell me," I pleaded, "and teach me." Equally with her voice her face echoed me again. "Teach you?" "To abandon my false gods. Lead me back to peace by the steps _you've_ trod. By so much as they must have remained traceable to you, shall I find them of interest and profit. They must in fact be most remarkable: won't they even--for what _I_ may find in them--be more remarkable than those we should now be taking together if we hadn't separated, if we hadn't pulled up?" That was a proposition I could present to her with candour, but before her absence of precipitation had permitted her much to consider it I had already followed it on. "You'll just tell me, however, that since I do pull up and turn back with you we shall just have _not_ separated. Well, then, so much the better--I see you're right. But I want," I earnestly declared, "not to lose an inch of the journey." She watched me now as a Roman lady at the circus may have watched an exemplary Christian. "The journey has been a very simple one," she said at last. "With my mind made up on a single point, it was taken at a stride." I was all interest. "On a single point?" Then, as, almost excessively deliberate, she still kept me: "You mean the still commonplace character of Long's--a--consciousness?" She had taken at last again the time she required. "Do you know what I think?" "It's exactly what I'm pressing you to make intelligible." "Well," said Mrs. Briss, "I think you're crazy." It naturally
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