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ion her again for several moments, but forcing her head gently down on his shoulder, he strove to soothe her with whispered words, until she gathered strength to check her tears, and drew herself from him, striving all the time to appear more composed. "Now tell me, Lina, what does this mean?" She shook her head sadly, murmuring: "Nothing, Ralph, nothing." "Do not trifle with me, Lina. Something must have occurred to cause this agitation. Can you not trust me?" "There is nothing the matter! I was ill, and--and cried without knowing why." "You cannot deceive me with an excuse like that. Has any one hurt your feelings! _do_ tell me what has happened." But Lina only shook her head, and choked back the despair which rose to her lips. He would have taken her in his arms again, but the movement and the touch of his hand roused her to the fearful consciousness that she had no longer a right to seek consolation in his companionship. She broke away, terrified and oppressed, with a feeling of guilt at her momentary forgetfulness. "Leave me, Ralph, I wish--I need to be alone." "You wish--you _need_ to be alone! This is very strange, Lina! Will you give me no explanation? Have I offended you--tell me what I can have done? You know that I would rather die ten thousand deaths than cause you a moment's pain." "Do not speak so, Ralph; do not torture me by such fears. You have never wounded me by word or look--you have always been kind and generous." "Thank you! thank you! Then tell me what pains you! Darling, darling, you cannot know how I suffer to see you in this state. I must have an explanation. Lina, you have no right to refuse it." "I can give none! Ralph, leave me, I must be alone. Another time I may be able to converse, but now"--she broke off abruptly, wringing her hands in impotent despair, while the great tears fell over them, like the last heavy drops of a spent shower. "Leave me, Ralph, leave me!" she exclaimed, with a gesture of insane agony. "I cannot understand this! Can this be Lina--my own dear little Lina, always so confiding and truthful? Since my earliest recollection have you not known my every thought and wish--been as familiar with my heart as you were with your own? This is the first time that the slightest shadow has fallen upon your mind against me, yet there you stand, separated from me by some fearful sorrow, to which I can obtain no clue." "Do not speak so, Ralph! I repeat t
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