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in the room. That night she was found kneeling before a church in her nightgown. Again she threw a lot of articles into the yard, saying a curse had been put on her by her father, and she did not wish to give him anything. When she was taken to the Observation Pavilion she said, "I am a good girl--my mother is dead--it is all my father's fault." At the _Observation Pavilion_ she put her arm under a hot water faucet "to save the world," prayed and laughed--again sank back and appeared as if asleep. She said, "I hear angels telling me how to pray when I lose my thoughts--sisters and nuns are all around me here, to save and purify the world now and forever, and at the hour of our death." _Under Observation:_ On admission the patient kept her eyes closed, sang hymns in measured tones, or prayed, or showed a certain ecstasy in her face while her lips quivered and tears ran down her cheeks. On the whole, she answered few questions. When asked how she felt, she said she was happy. (Why do you cry?) "I was crying when I asked God to save souls." (Are you afraid?) "Not now, I have been afraid of everything on Earth ever since my mother died." (What do you mean?) "No one would look at me or talk to me--they said I was a bad girl, but I was pure." Again she said, "They laughed about me, talked about me--and they drew up a play about me--Devil's Island." Or she spoke about having had stomach trouble, bowel trouble, teeth trouble, eye trouble, compound, complicated trouble. (What do you mean?) "Father scolding all the time, he sent me to get bug medicine (true). God gives that medicine to the one that started all the trouble--Devil's Island." She soiled her bed and was asked why she did it. She said "I have been transformed into a baby, the Lord said I was too pure to be a woman--I had to become a baby to save the world." Or when asked her name she called herself "Baby Chadwick of the whole world--divine Irish Catholic World--Amen," or again "I am the Roman Catholic Irish Divine Baby." Although she was not essentially disoriented she called the place "mid-heaven," or "a holy house, sort of a hospital." She also said, "In two years more there will be a new world and it will be mo
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