in the room. That night she was found
kneeling before a church in her nightgown. Again she threw
a lot of articles into the yard, saying a curse had been
put on her by her father, and she did not wish to give him
anything. When she was taken to the Observation Pavilion
she said, "I am a good girl--my mother is dead--it is all
my father's fault."
At the _Observation Pavilion_ she put her arm under a hot
water faucet "to save the world," prayed and laughed--again
sank back and appeared as if asleep. She said, "I hear
angels telling me how to pray when I lose my
thoughts--sisters and nuns are all around me here, to save
and purify the world now and forever, and at the hour of
our death."
_Under Observation:_ On admission the patient kept her eyes
closed, sang hymns in measured tones, or prayed, or showed
a certain ecstasy in her face while her lips quivered and
tears ran down her cheeks. On the whole, she answered few
questions. When asked how she felt, she said she was happy.
(Why do you cry?) "I was crying when I asked God to save
souls." (Are you afraid?) "Not now, I have been afraid of
everything on Earth ever since my mother died." (What do
you mean?) "No one would look at me or talk to me--they
said I was a bad girl, but I was pure." Again she said,
"They laughed about me, talked about me--and they drew up a
play about me--Devil's Island." Or she spoke about having
had stomach trouble, bowel trouble, teeth trouble, eye
trouble, compound, complicated trouble. (What do you mean?)
"Father scolding all the time, he sent me to get bug
medicine (true). God gives that medicine to the one that
started all the trouble--Devil's Island."
She soiled her bed and was asked why she did it. She said
"I have been transformed into a baby, the Lord said I was
too pure to be a woman--I had to become a baby to save the
world." Or when asked her name she called herself "Baby
Chadwick of the whole world--divine Irish Catholic
World--Amen," or again "I am the Roman Catholic Irish
Divine Baby."
Although she was not essentially disoriented she called the
place "mid-heaven," or "a holy house, sort of a hospital."
She also said, "In two years more there will be a new world
and it will be mo
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