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appreciation of its benefits.
Many years ago, when I had begun to feel this strange element I gave it
expression in a poem which I called "The Bohemian," as expressive of both
gypsy and Slavonian nature:--
THE BOHEMIAN.
Chces li tajnou vec aneb pravdu vyzvedeti
Blazen, dite opily clovek o tom umeji povodeti.
Wouldst thou know a truth or mystery,
A drunkard, fool, or child may tell it thee
BOHEMIAN PROVERB.
And now I'll wrap my blanket o'er me,
And on the tavern floor I'll lie,
A double spirit-flask before me,
And watch my pipe clouds, melting, die.
They melt and die, but ever darken
As night comes on and hides the day,
Till all is black; then, brothers, hearken,
And if ye can write down my lay.
In yon long loaf my knife is gleaming,
Like one black sail above the boat;
As once at Pesth I saw it beaming,
Half through a dark Croatian throat.
Now faster, faster, whirls the ceiling,
And wilder, wilder, turns my brain;
And still I'll drink, till, past all feeling,
My soul leaps forth to light again.
Whence come these white girls wreathing round me?
Barushka!--long I thought thee dead;
Katchenka!--when these arms last bound thee
Thou laid'st by Rajrad, cold as lead.
And faster, faster, whirls the ceiling,
And wilder, wilder, turns my brain;
And from afar a star comes stealing
Straight at me o'er the death-black plain.
Alas! I sink. My spirits miss me.
I swim, I shoot from shore to shore!
Klara! thou golden sister--kiss me!
I rise--I'm safe--I'm strong once more.
And faster, faster, whirls the ceiling,
And wilder, wilder, whirls my brain;
The star!--it strikes my soul, revealing
All life and light to me again.
* * * * *
Against the waves fresh waves are dashing,
Above the breeze fresh breezes blow;
Through seas of light new light is flashing,
And with them all I float and flow.
Yet round me rings of fire are gleaning,--
Pale rings of fire, wild eyes of death!
Why haunt me thus, awake or dreaming?
Methought I left ye with my breath!
Ay, glare and stare, with life increasing,
And leech-like eyebrows, arching in;
Be, if ye must, my fate u
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