ove her, I don't mean that I am
ready to lose my wits when she is good enough to smile on me. I
shouldn't dream of allowing her to come in the way of my life's work;
if she cannot be my helper in it, then she shall be nothing to me at
all. I shall never think or call her a goddess, not even if she develop
all the best qualities she has. Still, I think the love is true love; I
think so for several reasons, of which I needn't speak."
Miriam again spoke, all but raising her face.
"You once loved in another way."
"I was once out of my mind, which is not at all the same as loving."
He moved to a distance; then turned, and asked:
"Will you tell me now why you became so cold to Cecily?"
"I was jealous of her."
"And still remain so?"
"No."
"I am glad to hear that. Now I think I'll get on with my work. Thank
you very much for the sewing.--By-the-bye, I often feel the want of
some one at hand to do a little thing of that kind."
"If you will send for me, I shall always be glad to come."
"Thank you. Now don't hinder me any longer. Good-bye for to-day."
Miriam moved towards the door.
"You are forgetting your gloves, Mrs. Baske," he called after her.
She turned back and took them up.
"By-the-bye," he said, looking at his watch, "it is the hour at which
ladies are accustomed to drink tea. Will you let me make you a cup
before you go?"
"Thank you. Perhaps I could save your time by making it myself."
"A capital idea. Look, there is all the apparatus. Please to tell me
when it is ready, and I'll have a cup with you."
He painted on, and neither spoke until the beverage was actually
prepared. Then Miriam said:
"Will you come now, Mr. Mallard?"
He laid down his implements, and approached the table by which she
stood.
"Do you understand," he asked, "what is meant when one says of a man
that he is a Bohemian?"
"I think so."
"You know pretty well what may be fairly expected of him, and what must
_not_ be expected?"
"I believe so."
"Do you think you could possibly share the home of such a man?"
"I think I could."
"Then suppose you take off your hat and your mantle, or whatever it's
called, and make an experiment--see if you can feel at home here."
She did so. Whilst laying the things aside, she heard him step up to
her, till he was very close. Then she turned, and his arms were about
her, and his heart beating against hers.
CHAPTER XVII
END AND BEGINNING
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