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ng you everything that is bad about me; putting every mistake that I have made, every fault that I have committed, in the worst possible point of view? And you have listened to her--quite naturally! And you are prejudiced, strongly prejudiced, against me--what else could you be, under the circumstances? I don't complain; I have purposely kept out of your way, and out of Miss Jillgall's way; in short, I have afforded you every facility, as the prospectuses say. I only want to know if my turn has come at last. Once more, have I given you time enough, and opportunities enough?" "A great deal more than enough." "Do you mean that you have made up your mind about me without stopping to think?" "That is exactly what I mean. An act of treachery, Miss Helena, _is_ an act of treachery; no honest person need hesitate to condemn it. I am sorry you sent for me." I got up to go. With an ironical gesture of remonstrance, she signed to me to sit down again. "Must I remind you, dear sir, of our famous native virtue? Fair play is surely due to a young person who has nobody to take her part. You talked of treachery just how. I deny the treachery. Please give me a hearing." I returned to my chair. "Or would you prefer waiting," she went out, "till my sister comes here later in the day, and continues what Miss Jillgall has begun, with the great advantage of being young and nice-looking?" When the female mind gets into this state, no wise man answers the female questions. "Am I to take silence as meaning Go on?" Miss Helena inquired. I begged her to interpret my silence in the sense most agreeable to herself. This naturally encouraged her. She made a proposal: "Do you mind changing places, sir?" "Just as you like, Miss Helena." We changed chairs; the light now fell full on her face. Had she deliberately challenged me to look into her secret mind if I could? Anything like the stark insensibility of that young girl to every refinement of feeling, to every becoming doubt of herself, to every customary timidity of her age and sex in the presence of a man who had not disguised his unfavorable opinion of her, I never met with in all my experience of the world and of women. "I wish to be quite mistress of myself," she explained; "your face, for some reason which I really don't know, irritates me. The fact is, I have great pride in keeping my temper. Please make allowances. Now about Miss Jillgall. I suppose she to
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