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t Natalie stiffened, and that she was watchful and a trifle pale. Buckham brought in a telegram on a tray. "Give it to me, Buckham," Natalie said, in a strained voice. And held out her hand for it. When she saw it was for Clayton, however, she relaxed. As he tore it open, Clayton was thinking. Evidently Natalie had been afraid of his seeing some message for her. Was it possible that Natalie--He opened it. After what seemed a long time he looked up. Her eyes were on him. "Don't be alarmed, my dear," he said. "It is not very bad. But Graham has been slightly wounded. Sit down," he said sharply, as he saw her sway. "You are lying to me," she said in a dreadful voice. "He's dead!" "He is not dead, Natalie." He tried to put her into a chair, but she resisted him fiercely. "Let me alone. I want to see that telegram." And, very reluctantly, at last he gave it to her. Graham was severely wounded. It was from a man in his own department at Washington who had just seen the official list. The nature of his wounding had not been stated. Natalie looked up from the telegram with a face like a painted mask. "This is your doing," she said. "You wanted him to go. You sent him into this. He will die, and you will have murdered him." The thought came to him, in that hour of stress, that she was right. Pitifully, damnably right. He had not wanted Graham to go, but he had wanted him to want to go. A thousand thoughts flashed through his mind, of Delight, sleeping somewhere quietly after her day's work at the camp; of Graham himself, of that morning after the explosion, and his frank, pitiful confession. And again of Graham, suffering, perhaps dying, and with none of his own about him. And through it all was the feeling that he must try to bring Natalie to reason, that it was incredible that she should call him his own son's murderer. "We must not think of his dying," he said. "We must only think that he is going to live, and to come back to us, Natalie dear." She flung off the arm he put around her. "And that," he went on, feeling for words out of the dreadful confusion in his mind, "if--the worst comes, that he has done a magnificent thing. There is no greater thing, Natalie." "That won't bring him back to us," she said, still in that frozen voice. And suddenly she burst into hard, terrible crying. All that night he sat outside her door, for she would not allow him to come in. He had had Washington on the tel
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