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not come?" "No, dear; we never go out here: we are so sad and solemn that we know nothing of gaiety." "You need not be solemn unless you like it." "I don't know but what I do like it, Fanny; I have become so used to it that I am as grave as an owl." "That comes of having an old lover, Linda." "I have not got an old lover," said Linda, petulantly. "You have got a young one, at any rate." "What do you mean, Fanny?" "What do I mean? Just what I say. You know very well what I mean. Who was it jumped over the river that Sunday morning, my dear? I know all about it." Then there came across Linda's face a look of extreme pain,--a look of anguish; and Fanny Heisse could see that her friend was greatly moved by what she had said. "You don't suppose that I shall tell any one," she added. "I should not mind anything being told if all could be told," said Linda. "But he did come,--did he not?" Linda merely nodded her head. "Yes; I knew that he came when your aunt was at church, and Tetchen was out, and Herr Steinmarc was out. Is it not a pity that he should be such a ne'er-do-well?" "Do you think that I am a ne'er-do-well, Fanny?" "No indeed; but, Linda, I will tell you what I have always thought about young men. They are very nice, and all that; and when old croaking hunkses have told me that I should have nothing to say to them, I have always answered that I meant to have as much to say to them as possible; but it is like eating good things;--everybody likes eating good things, but one feels ashamed of doing it in secret." This was a terrible blow to poor Linda. "But I don't like doing it," she answered. "It wasn't my fault. I did not bid him come." "One never does bid them to come; I mean not till one has taken up with a fellow as a lover outright. Then you bid them, and sometimes they won't come for your bidding." "I would have given anything in the world to have prevented his doing what he did. I never mean to speak to him again,--if I can help it." "Oh, Linda!" "I suppose you think I expected him, because I stayed at home alone?" "Well,--I did think that possibly you expected something." "I would have gone to church with my aunt though my head was splitting had I thought that Herr Valcarm would have come here while she was away." "Mind I have not blamed you. It is a great shame to give a girl an old lover like Peter Steinmarc, and ask her to marry him. I wouldn't have married Pe
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