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ading men on to talk. They pretend to be so interested, ask such gentle little questions, are so sympathetic, so kind ... and when it comes to sport, a girl like Vivian can talk as well as any man." He sighed impatiently. "We didn't talk sentiment--those days. We were chums--the best of chums ... discussed flying, motoring--she used to drive a little car of her own. Sometimes we played golf--and, by Jove, she could pretty nearly beat me! She was interested in all the things I liked, was a rattling good shot with a rifle, and hadn't a nerve in her. Clever, too; could talk on all sorts of subjects, and had read books I'd never even heard of! She spoke three or four languages ... but--but it wasn't that." He broke off in his rambling talk to light a cigarette, and then continued, in the same musing tone. "It was something else. She was so handsome, so--so fine, somehow. I used to think, when we were engaged, that she was like Brunhilde, or some of the other Wagnerian heroines. Sometimes I couldn't help thinking"--he coloured--"what splendid children a woman like that would have. She ... she satisfied one, somehow. You knew she was sound in every way--the sort of woman one would always be proud of--and when I thought of her as the mistress of Greenriver, I----" He threw away his cigarette impatiently. "What a fool I am! What a damned fool you must think me, raving about a woman who played me the shabbiest trick a woman could play! God! When I think of it--think how I was deceived, I--I hate the woman! I hate myself for being such a fool, but I hate her more! Well, she's married now--good luck to her!--and there's only one thing for me to do; I must get married too!" "But why?" Barry's blue eyes were very kindly as they looked at his friend. "Why not go on as you are for a bit longer?" "Why not?" He stretched out his arms with a curious, restless gesture. "Because I've got unsettled, I suppose. You see, when you've looked on yourself as practically a married man, planned everything, renounced your bachelor ways and anticipated a new and more settled existence, well, somehow you can't go back to the old state of things. There's the house, too. I feel as though I wanted to live in it again--the servants are clamouring for me to go there. I promised, you know, and the river is so lovely in the summer...." "Well, why not go down and have a car?" "Go there--alone?" He spoke bitterly. "No, thanks. That would
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