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, Toni slipped into the seat behind the tray. In honour of the fine day she had discarded her black frock for a serge skirt and a girlish-looking white blouse, open at the throat; and now that she had thrown aside her veil, her black hair, prettily loosened beneath her soft little hat, made an ebony frame for her vivid face. As he watched her gravely attending to the duties of the tea-tray, Owen told himself that he might have made a worse choice. He had long ago surprised her secret--although Toni had no idea of her self-betrayal. At this stage of her development Toni was pure emotion--a mere lamp through which love might shine unchecked, casting its beams unashamedly upon the object of its devotion. Later she might learn, as many women do, to interpose a veil between her soul and the world. The lamp would shine with a tempered beam, its glow moderated to a mere even, more tranquil light, and none would recognize the quality of its burning. But at present Toni's love was so whole-hearted, so innocently, pathetically intense that it was no wonder Owen had divined both its nature and its object long ago. Well, to a heart rendered sore by a woman's callousness, such a warm, eager devotion as this was inexpressibly attractive; and if Owen's eyes were blinded by suffering, there was surely a chance that Toni's soft fingers laid upon their lids might prolong the merciful myopia. When tea was over there came a sudden little silence. The dusk was falling; and the garden wore a ghostly look; while the river lay passively unreflecting beneath the twilit sky. The atmosphere of the room changed with the passing of the sunlight--grew tense, electric, almost, one would have said, expectant; and Owen realized that the moment for which he waited had come. Toni, having finished her tea, was sitting rather slackly in her chair, gazing dreamily out of the window; and Owen hesitated for a minute before he spoke. She looked so young, so wistful, so helpless. It was almost unfair, selfish, to speak to the child--and then, suddenly, he knew that selfish or no, he must put an end to his own solitary sore-heartedness. "Toni"--she looked up as he spoke, and his utterance of her name set the whole atmosphere throbbing with wild, sweet possibilities--"I want to ask you something." She did not speak, only her eyes fastened on his face. "Do you think, Toni"--for a moment he faltered, then plunged bravely on--"you could ever br
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