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f emotion to which Eva was not blind; and Mrs. Herrick wondered, uneasily, if Toni were about to faint. But Toni was in no fainting mood. "You think that, Eva? You think that if I were gone--out of his life altogether--Owen would forget me and find happiness in his work?" "I think so, yes. Oh, Toni, I know I seem unkind," said Eva, Judas-like. "Believe me I wouldn't have told you if you hadn't pressed me. It only struck me that perhaps--you will forgive me, dear?--perhaps you didn't manage to make your husband very happy--and if you really did want him to forget you----" "No, I don't make him happy," said Toni with a sigh. "It is funny, isn't it, when I love him so much? But you're right in one thing. I am spoiling his life; and my going away won't help him unless I go for good." "If you merely go, without any apparent reason, your husband will be miserable, unsettled, give up everything to find you, to bring you back----" She was startled by a sudden exclamation from Toni. "But, Eva, if you're so sure he'd want me back----" "Why should you go?" Eva smiled a little, patiently. "Don't you see, dear, if you go like that, Mr. Rose will be so alarmed, so upset, that of course he'll want to find you. He would think you'd perhaps run away because you were unhappy, and he'd do all he could to get you back on your own account. Oh, I know Mr. Rose is very fond of you, Toni"--somehow her very inflection made Toni's conception of Owen's love shrivel into nothingness--"and he couldn't rest if he thought you were unhappy. He would bring you back, and things would be just the same again. He would do his work, helped by Miss Loder, I suppose, and you would go on as you are now. After all, Toni, you know you have a lot to be grateful for." She looked at the girl to see how far she might safely go, but Toni never moved; and Eva was emboldened to proceed. "You have a lovely home--Greenriver is quite a show place, and after all, you and your husband never quarrel, do you? So that on the whole you'd be a little fool if you gave up all these very substantial benefits. Eh, Toni?" Eva was clever. She knew exactly the spur to apply to Toni's flagging mood, and she smiled to herself when she heard Toni's reply. "Do you think I would hesitate to give up Greenriver--and all the rest--to make my husband happy?" And looking at her Eva knew she would not. Mistaken, Toni might often be--foolish, self-willed, a little in
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