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confronted the person whom in his doggy heart he took for an enemy, awoke Toni to a sense of the position. "Jock! Come here! _Jock_, do you hear me?" Her tone showed Jock that, much as appearances were against the intruder, his canine instinct had been at fault; and he returned, unwillingly, to his mistress, wearing the slightly sulky look which an intelligent dog wears when he has made an unavoidable mistake. "Mrs. Rose, I assure you I did not mean to frighten you." Mr. Dowson emerged rather hastily from the shadow of the bushes, and advanced, hat in hand. "I--I am really most awfully sorry if I have startled you. I ... I would have called out sooner, but I trusted you would not perceive me." "Mr. Dowson!" Toni's voice was frankly dismayed. "What are you doing here? Were you coming to see me?" "I--I really don't know." Mr. Dowson moved a step forward and then gave an involuntary jump as Jock growled mildly, under his breath as it were. "But--be quiet, Jock--it's so late--and----" "Oh, I know it's late." Suddenly Mr. Dowson lost his head. "But I couldn't stop away. I--I've been here heaps of times--at night--generally I've stopped outside the gates, but once or twice I had to come in.... I--I couldn't stop away. It drove me mad to think of you here--and I had to come, just to be near you, if I couldn't see you--speak to you." "But----" Toni began, but he cut her short. "Oh, you can't understand, of course! You've never understood--you've never known how much I've loved you--oh, it's no use being angry! I know quite well I've no right to speak. You're married, a great lady now, by all I hear--but I love you--Toni--oh, my God, how I love you!" The sweat stood in great drops on his brow as he hurried on, a certain rough eloquence in his words. "After all, I'm a man, I've a right to love you--or any woman--and I've loved you now for years--it's not something new, just a passing attraction--it's part of me, something in my very bones, as near me as breathing or sleeping or thinking--I'm simply eaten up with love for you, Toni. You're my life, my everything. I'd die for you, I'd go through fire end water for you, I'd do anything in the world, bad or good, dishonourable or splendid, if you'd be kind to me, smile on me, let me kiss your little feet...." Toni, swept off her balance by his passion, said nothing, but stood opposite to him, panting a little; and after a second he went on with his wild confession
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