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efore--as lovely as ever before." And then, "I love you." "Do you think so?" She seemed amused and sceptical. "Do you doubt it?" He clutched her wrist. "Not if you put it like that." "You are laughing at me," he recognised sadly. "Forgive me." She put her hand on his, lightly, caressingly, her voice gentle and tender. "But you do know it, don't you?" He was very insistent. ("Does he think that I am blind and deaf and that no one has ever loved me before?" she wondered irritably.) "I think you think so," she prevaricated. "I know," he was firm. "I shall love you always." "Nonsense." She was tart with realism. "Why do you fly in the face of all experience with meaningless generalisations?" "I have never said it before." "Then how can you know?" He hated her barrister mood. "Elaine, aren't you glad I love you?" "Of course." She closed her eyes wearily. They talked of other things and she remembered how intelligent he was. It had been--during these last months--very easy to forget. But though her interest was concentrated, his attention was on other things. "Elaine," he blurted, "are you going to the country to-morrow?" "I don't know." "When will you know?" "I have no idea!" "But when shall I see you again?" "I can't tell." "Elaine, please do put me out of my misery." "Very well then--I shan't see you again this week." "Elaine!" "Yes." "Please." "Please what?" "I _am_ sorry I bothered you; don't punish me. I promise not to ask any more questions, but please let me know when you come back. Even if you only ring me up on the telephone I shall have heard your voice!" "Very well." "You're not angry with me, are you?" "Why should I be?" "I thought perhaps you were." There was a pause. "Is there anything amusing about being loved?" she thought; "what patient women the great coquettes of the world must have been! How I wish I were a crisp intelligent old maid, with a talent perhaps for gardening or books on the Renaissance!" "How tired you look!" He had taken her hand and was pressing it with funny little jerky grasps. "I wish you belonged to me; I wouldn't let you spend yourself on every Tom, Dick and Harry." "It is so difficult to know," she murmured, "who is Tom, who is Dick, or who is Harry!" "When I think of the way your divine sympathy is imposed upon--the way your friends take advantage of you!" "But I like being taken advantage of."
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