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full of tears; his heart ached with love and pity for Rhoda in her sorrow and desolation, that he could do nothing to relieve--nothing, because her infatuation so extravagantly required. Rhoda braced her heart for its work, reached to the latch, and stood face to face with Lois. The trial began with the meeting of their eyes; Rhoda stood it bravely, yielding no ground. 'Is he dead?' muttered Lois. 'None can tell us.' She faltered, and began to tremble, for the eyes of Lois were dreadful to bear; dreadful too was her voice, hoarse and imperfect. 'Is he worse than dead?' 'No! Never--never think it.' Lois forbore awhile with wonderful stoicism. She set Rhoda in her own chair; the turf-covered embers she broke into a blaze to be prodigal of warmth; there was skilly waiting hot; there was water. She drew off Rhoda's shoes, and bathed her feet, swollen and sore; she enforced food. Though she would not yet ask further, the sight of her face, grey and stony indeed, the touch of her hands, trembling over much, were imperative to Rhoda's heart, demanding what final truth she could give. 'Child, if you need sleep, I can bear to wait.' 'I could not,' said Rhoda. 'No.' She looked up into the tearless, sleepless eyes; she clasped the poor shaking hands; and her heart rose in worship of the virtues of that stern, patient soul. As the tale began they were face to face; but before long Rhoda had slipped from her seat, to speak with her head against his mother's knees. 'I will tell you all now. I must, for I think I am no longer bound to silence, and, indeed, I could not bear it longer--I alone.' 'And you promised, if I would let you go unquestioned away.' 'I did, thinking I went to fathom a mystery. Ah, no! so deep and dark I find it to be, the wit of man, I think, will never sound it. But your faith and love can wing above it. Mine have--and yours, oh!--can, will, must.' 'Ah, Christian! Child, where is my Christian? His face would tell me briefly all I most would know.' 'You have listened to an ugly tale. I know--I know--I have seen Philip. You must not consider it yet, till you have heard all. I own it not out of accord with the rest, that reason just shudders and fails at; but through all the dark of this unfathomable mystery my eyes can discern the passing of our Christian white and blameless.' 'Your eyes!' moaned Lois. Rhoda understood. She hid her face and could not speak. In her heart she
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