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Christian's sullen mood; of the dark something attending below, that he knew, that he watched; of his unfinished attempt at murder. 'That we knew,' she said. Told in the dark by one who had lived through them, nearly died through them, whose voice yet acknowledged the terror of them,--circumstances were these of no vague indication to Rhoda. The reality of that dark implication stirred her hair, chilled her blood, loosened her joints; yet her faith in Christian did not fall. But no word had she to say to refute the dreadful accusation; no word for Philip; no word for an adverse world. And what word for his mother? Her heart died within her. The most signal evidence sufficient for her own white trust was a kiss, a close embrace, hard upon the naming of Diadyomene. She had no shame to withhold it; but too likely, under his mother's eye, discount would offer were maiden blood quick to her face when she urged her tale. She knew that an ominous hum was against Christian, because he had struck, and swum, and escaped as no other man could; she guessed how the roar went now because of Philip's evidence. How inconsiderable the wrong of it all was, outdone if one injurious doubt his mother's heart entertain. To hatred and to love an equal disregard death opposed. No menace could disturb, no need could disturb the absolute repose Christian had entered. She envied his heart its quiet in an unknown grave. 'Be a little kind, Rhoda; be only just; say I was not to blame.' She could not heed. 'Why do you hate me so? For your sake I freely forgive Christian all he has done; for your sake I would have been his friend, his brother, in spite of all. O Rhoda, what can I do?' 'Let be,' she said, 'for you can undo nothing now. If I saw you kneeling--no, not before me--but contrite, praying: "God be merciful to me, for by thought and word and deed I have sinned against the noblest, the worthiest," then, then only, far from hate, I think I could almost love.' No indignation was aflame with the words; the weary voice was so sad and so hopeless as to assure Philip she spoke of one dead. 'All I can do now is to pray God to keep me from cursing you and the world for your working of a cruel wrong that can never be ended.' Her voice pitched up on a strain. 'Oh, leave me, leave me, lest I have not grace enough to bear with you!' Philip, daring no more, stood and heard the hasty, uneven steps further and die. His eyes were
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