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ll one--be not so foolish. You do not know how happy I will make you. You have never seen me except when I was tortured with doubts and fears. You do not know what our life will be together. There shall be everything to make you forget--everything that thought and love and money can give you. The man there in the barred room--" At that I took his dear hands in mine and held them close as I miserably tried to make him hear what that small, still voice had told me. "There! That is it! If he were free, if he were able to stand before men that his actions might be judged fairly and justly, I should not hesitate for one single, precious moment. If he could fight for his rights, or relinquish them, as he saw fit, then this thing would not be so monstrous. But, Ernst, can't you see? He is there, alone, in that dreadful place, quite helpless, quite incapable, quite at our mercy. I should as soon think of hurting a little child, or snatching the pennies from a blind man's cup. The thing is inhuman! It is monstrous! No state laws, no red tape can dissolve such a union." "You still care for him!" "Ernst!" His face was very white with the pallor of repressed emotion, and his eyes were like the blue flame that one sees flashing above a bed of white-hot coals. "You do care for him still. But yes! You can stand there, quite cool--but quite--and tell me that you would not hurt him, not for your happiness, not for mine. But me you can hurt again and again, without one twinge of regret." There was silence for a moment in the little bare dining-room--a miserable silence on my part, a bitter one for Ernst. Then Von Gerhard seated himself again at the table opposite and smiled one of the rare smiles that illumined his face with such sweetness. "Come, Dawn, almost we are quarreling--we who were to have been so matter-of-fact and sensible. Let us make an end of this question. You will think of what I have said, will you not? Perhaps I was too abrupt, too brutal. Ach, Dawn, you know not how I--Very well, I will not." With both hands I was clinging to my courage and praying for strength to endure this until I should be alone in my room again. "As for that poor creature who is bereft of reason, he shall lack no care, no attention. The burden you have borne so long I shall take now upon my shoulders." He seemed so confident, so sure. I could bear it no longer. "Ernst, if you have any pity, any love for me, stop! I tell you
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