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e. "It was to give his wife pleasure that Anson made the false step," I urged. "Do you think she would have had the pleasure at the price? The man was vain and selfish to run any risk, to do anything that might endanger her safety--that is, her happiness and comfort." "But suppose he knew that she loved ease and pleasure?--that he feared her anger or disdain if he did not minister to her luxuries?" "Then he ought not to have married that kind of a woman." The hardness in her voice was matched at that moment by the coldness of her face. "That is begging the question," I replied. "What would such a selfish woman do in such a case, if her pleasure could not be gratified?" "You must ask that kind of woman," was her ironical answer. I rashly felt that her castle of strength was crumbling. I ventured farther. "I have done so." She turned slightly toward me, yet not nervously, as I had expected. "What did she say?" "She declined to answer directly." There was a pause, in which I felt her eyes searching my face. I fear I must have learned dissimulation well; for, after a minute, I looked at her, and saw, from the absence of any curious anxiety, that I had betrayed nothing. She looked me straight in the eyes and said: "Dr. Marmion, a man must not expect to be forgiven, who has brought shame on a woman." "Not even when he has repented and atoned?" "Atoned! How mad you are! How can there be atonement? You cannot wipe things out--on earth. We are of the earth. Records remain. If a man plays the fool, the coward, and the criminal, he must expect to wear the fool's cap, the white feather, and the leg-chain until his life's end. And now, please, let us change the subject. We have been bookish long enough." She rose with a gesture of impatience. I did not rise. "Pardon me, Mrs. Falchion," I urged, "but this interests me so. I have thought much of Anson lately. Please, let us talk a little longer. Do sit down." She sat down again with an air of concession rather than of pleasure. "I am interested," I said, "in looking at this question from a woman's standpoint. You see, I am apt to side with the miserable fellow who made a false step--foolish, if you like--all for love of a selfish and beautiful woman." "She was beautiful?" "Yes, as you are." She did not blush at that rank compliment, any more than a lioness would, if you praised the astonishing sleekness and beauty of its skin. "And she ha
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