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red only, without suspecting. "If I hadn't been certain of it before," she wrote, "I should believe now that there are more things in heaven and earth than are dreamt of in our philosophy. It _must_ indeed be that our thoughts do travel far, and impress themselves upon the thoughts of others, for it can't be a mere coincidence--as your taking the Mirador was--that you have made the place over again just as I had it. I must have gone there in a dream, and told you things in your sleep. Then you waked up, and supposed that the ideas were all your own original fancies. The strangest part is about the pictures. _I_ had Rossetti's 'Annunciation' in my bedroom. I chose it myself, because of the lilies, and the little flames on the angel's feet. I chose 'La Gioconda' too, because it seemed to me that I should some day discover what made her smile so secret, yet so enchanting, just as if, could one listen long enough, one might catch the tune in the music of a brook or river. I used to stand before the mirror of my dressing-table at the right of the big window, and practise smiling like her, but I could never manage it. I thought, if I could, when I grew up I should be able to make a man I loved fall in love with me, even if he didn't care at first. Poor child Me! I remembered that wish, when I wanted the One Man to love me, and yet was too proud and ashamed to try and make him do it. "Downstairs I had Carpaccio's dreaming St. Ursula, with the tiny dog asleep, and the little slippers by the bedside. And you have that picture hanging almost in the same place! Yes, I must unknowingly have cast some influence upon you. That seems exquisite to me. I hope you do not mind? If you don't, I shall try again in other ways. Indeed, I shall begin at once by influencing you to do me a favor, I've been waiting a long time to ask, and never quite found the courage to put into words. Send me a photograph of yourself. I want it very much, to make sure that my mental picture of you is right." It was hard to refuse the first request she had ever spoken of as a "favor." Denin was half tempted to buy the portrait of some decent-looking fellow and label it "John Sanbourne"; but only half tempted. He could not lie to Barbara, and was reduced to the excuse that he "took a bad photograph." It would be better for her to keep the friendly mental picture she had painted, rather than be disillusioned. "This sounds as if I were vain," he added, "but u
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