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But I don't tell you that to bid for thanks. I did it because I was too infatuated with the work itself to think of going to bed. These things I send are crude. I am going to try to become what they call--don't they?--an 'artist photographer.' When I can give myself a medal for my achievements, I'll take some better pictures for you, of the house and garden, and of the Mission and other places in the neighborhood of your old home if you would like to have them. Of course it interests me immensely to know that you once lived here." The last sentence Denin added after a long moment of hesitation. It seemed brutal not to protest against that humble supposition of Barbara's that her past ownership of the Mirador would be unimportant to him. But what he burned to say was so much more, that the few conventional words he dared to dole out looked churlish in black and white. Still, he had to let them stand. After these letters, which crossed, the woman in England and the man in California caught the habit of writing to one another oftener than before--and differently. They did not wait for something definite to answer, for their thoughts so rushed to meet each other that it seemed as if they knew by wireless what was best to say each time. Often what they said might have read commonplacely to an outsider, for now they told each other the little things of every-day life. After her first outburst of confidence and confession, Barbara did not again for many weeks refer directly to Trevor d'Arcy. But Denin thought that he understood, and felt his veins fill full with a sudden jerk, as do those of a man electrocuted, when he read, "I am rather desperate to-day:" or, "To keep myself from going all to pieces, just now, I turned my thoughts off my own life, as you turn a tap, and sent them to your garden--my old garden of the Mirador. I strolled there with you, and you consoled me. It was evening. We were in the pergola (Father's old head gardener used to call it the 'paragolla'), and I forgot the iron grayness here that weighs down my spirit. Over you and me, as we talked, glittered my old, loved stars of California. And the pergola with its velvet drapery of leaves and flowers, and the three dark cypresses barring the sea view at one end, was like a corridor hung with illuminated tapestry 'come alive.' You can't think how real it was for a few minutes, walking there and hearing your generous words of comfort, like magic balm on
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