eader; after all, it was neither treason nor regicide, and
it was in the interest of eliminating the terrorists. As a side
effect, one she hoped might reduce press attention to herself, it made
her no longer the only female Enforcement officer.
When the ceremony was over and Chang had accepted Odeon's offer to help
her get her ID and uniforms later, that afternoon--"Anything to get
away from stacks of personnel records," he admitted cheerfully--he and
the other witness left the two women alone. Cortin studied the nun for
a moment before speaking again.
"You're aware, of course, that your Enforcement oath takes precedence
over your vows--and that being Strike Force means you owe obedience
only to your Strike Force superiors, the High King, and His Holiness."
"I am aware of all that." Which was true, Chang thought. She was no
longer restricted by her vows of poverty, chastity, and obedience--or
protected by them, illusory as that protection had proven when she had
most needed it.
"And you're a field medic, so you know what tends to go on in a team's
spare time. Will that bother you, now?"
"No, Captain. I have been on missions since; shelter parties and the
like do not disturb me." Chang smiled momentarily. "In fact, my last
. . . experience . . . with His Infernal Majesty seems to have had a
side effect he did not anticipate and may not like. Forcing me to feel
sexual pleasure, even with him, has let me appreciate what willing
partners give each other. Since then, I have found it highly enjoyable
watching them, where earlier I had no particular reaction."
"As long as you don't have to participate, naturally." Which she most
certainly wouldn't; any attempt to compel sex, at least in Enforcement,
was dealt with harshly--and usually right then. "If you'd like, I'll
tell the men not to even ask you."
"I would appreciate that. Even though I am unable to accept their
offers, I would prefer not to hurt their feelings by refusing."
"I'll take care of it, then. Have you tried therapy, to get over what
happened?"
"And prayer," Chang agreed. "I shall increase my efforts at both now,
of course; it would be unfair to the rest of the team to do less."
That was true, Cortin thought. No one could be faulted for not taking
part, but that shouldn't be because of a correctable disability; it
should be either voluntary, or because of permanent disability like her
own. It seemed a cruel irony that Chang h
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