man said drily. "Yes, he's managed that. But for now balance must
be maintained, which means giving Joan a core group he can't touch, and
nudging temporal authorities to give her mundane power to match his.
All of which will have to be done without her knowledge, or she loses
her temporary immunity before she's strong enough to fight him. If
that's how she chooses to handle it."
Gently, he pulled the coverlet down to Cortin's waist, then touched her
breasts. "If you choose, you two will be her chief support--and for
that, you'll need support yourselves. You've both offered your lives
to me and been accepted. That hasn't protected you from sin, because
that's part of the Protector's covenant. And it's too early for it to
protect more than her core group--but if you're willing to surrender
that fragment of your free will so you can serve her fully, I can give
you the help and protection you need to do it."
"You've got it," Odeon said without hesitation, and Chang nodded.
"I expected no less of you," Jeshua said, obviously pleased. "Then
drink from her, for hers is the protecting and healing Milk of Life."
Chang obeyed immediately, but Odeon hesitated, looking at the drop of
white that had appeared on her nipple. "Even for that," he said
softly, "I can't take advantage of her. That's not the way to help
her."
"I admire your integrity," Jeshua said, "but that need not concern you.
I foresaw this possibility; she'll feel and enjoy your drinking.
Though she won't understand it until the time comes to make this
available to everyone."
Reassured, Odeon bent to his Joanie's breast and drank. Her milk was
warm and sweet, so full of the promised life it was almost
intoxicating--and he could feel her pleasure in it, could feel Sis'
emotional pain and scars fading to nonexistence, could feel God's
Presence surrounding and enfolding them.
He was reluctant to release her even when he could drink no more. The
unity he'd felt with her, and through her with Sis, was too right for
him to want to leave it.
"There will be other times," Jeshua said. "Only one drink is
necessary--but once all can partake, she will feed you again and often,
both as part of your loving and as a remembrance and renewal of the
unity you've just felt." He smiled. "That doesn't mean she won't
continue to lactate; she and those who accept her will have special
gifts, you and her other staff and priests in particular. It only
means
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