FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   317   318   319   320   321   322   323   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340   341  
342   343   344   345   346   347   348   >>  
freedom of former days; but a sudden blush, or sign of confusion and distress, on Gertrude's part, deterred him from any further attempt to put to flight the reserve which subsisted in their intercourse. Again, Gertrude, who had resolved, previous to his last visit, to meet him with frankness, smiled upon him affectionately at his coming, and offered her hand with such sisterly freedom, that he was emboldened to take and retain in his grasp, and was on the point of unburdening his mind of some weighty secret, when she turned abruptly away, took up some trivial piece of work, and while she seemed absorbed in it, addressed to him an unimportant question--a course of conduct which disconcerted him for the remainder of his stay. As Gertrude pondered the distressing results of every visit, she half hoped he would discontinue them, believing that their feelings would be less wounded by a total separation than by interviews which must leave on the mind of each a still greater sense of estrangement. Strange, she had not yet acquainted him with the event so interesting to herself--the discovery of her dearly-loved father. Once she tried to speak of it, but was so overcome at the idea of imparting to the confidant of her childhood an experience of which she could scarcely yet think without emotion, that she paused in the attempt, fearing that, should she on any topic give way to her sensibilities, she should lose all restraint over her feelings and lay open her whole heart to Willie. But one thing distressed her more than all others. In his first attempt to throw off all disguise, Willie had more than intimated to her his own unhappiness; and ere she could find an opportunity to change the subject and repel a confidence for which she still felt herself unprepared, he had spoken mournfully over his future prospects in life. The only construction which Gertrude could give to this confession was that it had reference to his engagement with Isabel, and it gave rise to the suspicion that, infatuated by her beauty, he had impulsively bound himself to one who could never make him happy. The little scenes to which she herself had been a witness corroborated this idea, as, on both occasions of her seeing the lovers and overhearing their words, some cause of vexation seemed to exist on Willie's part. "He loves her," thought Gertrude, "and is also bound to her in honour; but he sees already the want of harmony in their natures. Poor
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   317   318   319   320   321   322   323   324   325   326   327   328   329   330   331   332   333   334   335   336   337   338   339   340   341  
342   343   344   345   346   347   348   >>  



Top keywords:

Gertrude

 

Willie

 
attempt
 

freedom

 

feelings

 

opportunity

 

unhappiness

 

change

 

subject

 

disguise


intimated

 
fearing
 
sensibilities
 

paused

 
emotion
 
scarcely
 

restraint

 

distressed

 

Isabel

 

overhearing


lovers

 

vexation

 

occasions

 

witness

 

corroborated

 

harmony

 

natures

 

honour

 

thought

 
scenes

construction

 

confession

 
reference
 

prospects

 

future

 
unprepared
 

spoken

 
mournfully
 

engagement

 
experience

impulsively

 

beauty

 

suspicion

 
infatuated
 

confidence

 

greater

 
emboldened
 

retain

 

sisterly

 
affectionately